I did it and I disappeared.

I dont know why it has been such a repulsive idea to blog.

I think that whenever I accomplish something, I into a little depression.

Also...what to say? Im here. I am here.

I am here.

And its fall. The air has a crispness and a chill that I can only recall from my childhood.

...and the leaves are changing.

I got a job that works me to the bone. 48 hours a week at a restaurant. I have been working too much.

I also think too much.

But New York City...

...is unbelievable.