So this is what getting in shape feels like.
I was running today and feeling really weighted and tired. I marvelled at how hard it was.
I don't really try to push myself. If I see a girl my age running ahead of me, I definitely try and pass her, but I'm not really trying to get a fast time. I'm just a little competitive. Plus the girl today had a beautiful long ponytail. I wasn't standing for that.
Then I listened to my iMapMyRun app and at four miles it said, in the sultry, disjointed female voice, "34 minutes." That's almost a minute faster than my usual time. So I pushed a little harder and hit 44 minutes for my five mile. That's 8 and a half minute miles on average for five miles. Didn't think I could do that.
Maybe this is about proving myself to myself.
In other news, I met with a teacher at the Neighborhood Playhouse yesterday. The Neighborhood Playhouse. It was kind of freaky to be there, after seeing the Meisner documentary about a million times and taking class at Playhouse West for two years. Pretty freaking cool.
I'm starting class on Thursday if I can get my schedule worked out. Maybe I'll reward myself with a trip to Target.
Or maybe Ill just save up my rewards for a couple weeks from now.